Thank You HazelRunPack,
Thanks for everything you said.
I am having such a hard time ,he was such a good boy,I keep thinkling about things we might have done wrong but also knew that his time was near,still not easy.
I don't know what I will do without him, I woke up this morning thinking about bringing him outside and carrying him down the stairs to help him since he had a hard time sometimes, I cried for minutes instead.